I wished I had doubles..

Gees.. I realised my blog hasn't been bubbly like in the past.. well, the inspirations aren't there hence my apologies for the current mood of the blog..

Sometimes I wished I had doubles.. another me to attend events etc..

I totally hate it when events clash on the same day especially when both events are important to me..

Last time, it used to be either on a society vs society level.. now its on a more personal basis, society vs friendship..

I valued society and friendship equally significant yet I cannot fulfil both at the same time.. There is only one ME.. How can I supposed to attend both events on the same day same time?

Yet I know by going for one and skipping the other, I will feel unhappy.. By going for both will mean rushing here and there in cab..oh man its going to be expensive..

Obviously, my buddy did not take it too well that I am unable to attend her event totally.. Its partially my fault also since for her past events, I was absent too..Moreover this time she told me in Oct 2005..

February have so many days and yet both have to clash on the exact same day.. I cannot blame anyone also.. Well I still have a month more to decide how I should go about making the decision..

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A child sat on the swing dangling her legs as the swing went up...She wondered if anyone truly knows how she felt..

At this moment, a fairy godmother appeared saying"*@!$$"

The child with a shocked look on her face replied" erm.. I dun understand you. Aren't fairies supposed to be elegant and avoid swearing?'

Waving her wand, the fairy answered" Aiyoh! You living in stone age ah?! This is 2010 leh not 200 BC okie? Quick lah, tell me what you want, I got party to attend to one hor.. "

" Huh? fairies can go parties one? How come you do not speak perfect English like the shows? Why do u have singlish in your sentences?" The child asked..

"Oh pleaseeeeeeeeeee.....I am from Sinkapor..the small dot on the map, you know anot? Of cuz I speak Singlish lah.. Oei.. faster say ur wish lah, no time liao, no time liao..." The fairy shrieks..

The conversation continued on for another 10 minutes before the child decided finally what her wish would be.. But she had two wishes that held equal weight to her..

The fairy shaking her head in disgust"You ah... beri beri troublesome.. why cannot u just wish for toys, sweets lah??? Arghhhh!! no time liao..I go liao k.. You want to make ur wish just shout Singalish Fairy lah"

With that, the fairy disappeared.. The child murmured" another one who doesn't understand me at all again.."

With that, the child went back to swinging herself dreaming of wishes that come true..
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