Title: I have changed...
Things, people can change within 1 second, needless to say within months...
I always feel that it's interesting to 'document' changes of myself once in a while because it can be unnoticeable if you do a check daily... but if the time line is stretched to months, then it's another story...
I have become more soft, more pampered, more dependent and more protected in the past few months... Controlling emotions which used to be easier for me have become really harder nowadays..
The time allocated to others have also decreased significantly as compared to the past... This is not a good nor a bad thing because circumstances change.. further more everyone is a working adult now instead of a student...
Perhaps it's irony... but I have also grown tougher, more street savvy, more alert in another way... Alarm bells will sound instantly if the situation is 'weird' in any sense..
But sometimes because of the above listed, I tend to take things for granted... thinking that it will always be there, it will always happen the way I want it to be...
A lot of friends I know feel this too.. Taking things for granted is something that we all know that we should avoid... but it's hard to do so...
Only when incidents happen, then we come to regret of it... It's not my style to have regrets because that kind of feeling is damn sucky, yucky... I do not want to be in that kind of situation where I am being taken for granted or I take people for granted...
Try as I may sometimes the control is beyond me... This is life~
I always feel that it's interesting to 'document' changes of myself once in a while because it can be unnoticeable if you do a check daily... but if the time line is stretched to months, then it's another story...
I have become more soft, more pampered, more dependent and more protected in the past few months... Controlling emotions which used to be easier for me have become really harder nowadays..
The time allocated to others have also decreased significantly as compared to the past... This is not a good nor a bad thing because circumstances change.. further more everyone is a working adult now instead of a student...
Perhaps it's irony... but I have also grown tougher, more street savvy, more alert in another way... Alarm bells will sound instantly if the situation is 'weird' in any sense..
But sometimes because of the above listed, I tend to take things for granted... thinking that it will always be there, it will always happen the way I want it to be...
A lot of friends I know feel this too.. Taking things for granted is something that we all know that we should avoid... but it's hard to do so...
Only when incidents happen, then we come to regret of it... It's not my style to have regrets because that kind of feeling is damn sucky, yucky... I do not want to be in that kind of situation where I am being taken for granted or I take people for granted...
Try as I may sometimes the control is beyond me... This is life~
