Whats the fuss about being year 4?

" Oh, u are still around in school ah, haven't graduated yet ah?like very long time.."
" How's studies as a yr 4?"
"How's your FYP?"

Goodness, these are the most common questions being asked ever since i started my final year..

Thanks for all your concern ya, but it gets a bit tiring when I have to repeat these answers like lots of times.. I prefer other questions instead..

There is nothing great about being a year 4 really. Except we are the oldest bunch of people in NUS, supposed to know much more than others.

And well, some people have been urging me to get attached because university is the best place to find boyfriend..

Please, that is crap.. I never believed in that.. When the time is right, naturally everything will appear..

I am very happy being single. No matter what people say, being single is my choice for now, my way of lifestyle..

Until the next person who may or may not come along.. I will still lead my life with meaningful and full of happiness..

Please.. Don't ask me to get attached.. Thanks..

Name Analysis

你的性格水果：栗子

栗子女孩:坚持己见,绝不轻言认输.

性格:
<坚持己见>正是你的行事作风,一旦认定的事情,不管前面有任何险阻,也会竭尽心力去克服,决不轻言认输,但是也因为如此,常被周遭的人认定太过顽固而推避三舍.

因此你应该修正'自己才是对的' 这种观念,多听听其他人的意见,这样性格才能成长.但是因为拥有的才华多不胜数,所以渴望能因此获得好名声.

恋爱结婚:
朴实的恋爱令人感到相当意外.外表虽然让人感到华丽,但实际上却是个非常踏实的人.

当对方向你提及'结婚'这二个字时,心里就会不由自主地沉醉其中,然而问题在于你的性格太过倔强,一旦吵架的话绝对不会主动道歉.

但是因为你对爱情特别专一,所以若是结婚的话,相信一定能成为一个好太太的.

How accurate do you think it portray my personality? Well, for me to know and for you to find out..

Those who know me well enough, you will know the answer though..

Still not perfect.. still have anger

Most of the time, I'm all smiles.. bubbly and happy.. but do not take it for granted and push my limits..

I'm still not perfect even though I'm striving to be one..

If you push my limits, I will get angry, pissed and frustrated even though I'm not supposed to..
Please do not tell me the rubbish that BUDDHISTS cannot get angry..

I seriously wonder what in the world are you thinking about.. we are already so accomodating to you.. still doesn't work?

Even if want to test our patience, there is also a limit.. You are so transparent.. The moves you do are predictable..

Please.. just be youself and stop doing all these once and for all.. If you want yourself to be happy, stop doing all this.. and allow the group to stay as a group ..

Glamour~

How many glamorous moments can one have? Probably graduation, marriage and death.. these are the few times that most people will probably be most glamorous..

To me, the above 3 events are not really significant.. because its what most of us will go through anyway.. not much of a big deal..

But a SWAPS event, Glamour Dinner & Dance is totally different. Its one of the events that probably allow me to discover another part of me..

Last year dinner and dance, N' Sync at the orchidville was my 1st time doing hosting with Andy. I considered him my mentor because I learnt a lot from him in terms of doing hosting and also taking things easy.. He is like our programs jie mei together with wanfen..

After that attempt, I realised i did enjoy it. From there, I went on to do others as well to gain more exposure. This year, I was slightly dismayed to know that my co host was not going to be Andy since we already had the chemistry there..

Well, Yao Dong, my co host was quite good afterall. I know I did a much better performance this time as compared to last year. More confident and less nervous..despite the numerous technical screwups now and then..

I guessed my internship with YM has come useful in terms of events management. Because already used to being changes at any moment so when things changed, it became natural. Of course, there were also times when I almost forgot lines and was saved by my co host..

Because the games were hosted by others, I got to have a proper dinner except for the desset. But I heard it wasn't really fantastic so that's some consolation for me.. And I was rather impressed because they served me separately vegetarian food. The service wise was rather good, beyond my expectations considering its New Park Hotel..

As usual, I was rather busy running around. Did not have much time to catch up with friends. Dear friends, if you did not manage to catch me, I'm really sorry. My deepest applogies!

Oh.. I quite like my look for Glamour. Hair & makeup were done by Hollywood Secrets for free. My dress, jewellery and footwear all borrowed from friends too.. Thanks Cindy & Samantha! This time round, I did not pay a single cent. Extremely happy on that!

Had a fun filled night even though it was tiring mentally and physically.. But given a chance, I'll gladly do it all over again.. Afterall, SWAPS is my family..

I love you SWAPS no matter what your future becomes..

Xiao Guan Ming

Youth Ministry has a new baby recently.. She was previously sick, almost on the brim of death.. But its determination to live coupled with our tender loving care and Shifu's blessings nursed it back to health..

My tears almost fell when I heard from Chingwi that she may die due to malnutrition..Then i knew I had fallen in love with...

A kitten named Xiao Guan Ming, english name Shine..

She is like a baby to us.. we feed it with food, clean it and played with it. When we saw her condition improved, everyone cheered...

when the vet told us to put her to sleep, we protested.. We knew she can make it. Shifu came to chant for her as well.. Everyone in the office asked about her..

Xiao Guan Ming has a strong fighting spirit within her.. because she is part of Youth Ministry.. She is like PKS mascot.. Now, she runs around and plays with almost anything. She is indeed adorable.. like our baby..

She brightens up our day like the sun. Chingwi is like the mother.. and we are like the foster mothers or the siblings..

When Xiao Guan Ming doesn't like anything, she will just meow her typical 'siren' and we will all know..

Xiao Guan Ming, Xiao Guan Ming, we love you so much... But sooner or later, we have to give you up for adoption..

Because of Xiao Guan Ming and Xiao En, I realised how much I feel for animals.. I knew then my decision to be a vegetarian has never been more right.. When I am with them, I feel so at ease because I have nothing to fear...

Because of Xiao Guan Ming, it has brought about the compassionate side of me towards animals.. something which I did not know it exist.. Now, I understand the passion of animal lovers..

In fact, I may even part of them one day.. Animals can feel your emotions.. Just be yourself and they will naturally love you...

Thank you Xiao Guan Ming for giving me the chance to learn and to love you..