Inner feelings

I seldom disclose my inner feelings..I like to have my privacy and sense of freedom..like a black horse freed from its rein galloping on the green pastures

There is a softer feminine side that most people do not see unless they are really close to me..Thus this blog in pink instead of purple portrays the inner side of me which is softer and more feminine..

Penning down my thoughts allow me to fufil my hidden desire of being a columnist..sharing my thoughts and opinions with strangers and friends.. strangers are friends that we have not met..

The thoughts that are formed in my mind come from reflections of the world that we live in..once in a while, I go for retreats to recharge and motivate myself along the spiritual path..
I can often see myself much clearer and observe things sharper.. We all have the potential to do this..

During my university years from beginning till now, I have seen myself matured. From a blur gal to a confident lady, it would not be attainable without SWAPS, NUSBS, PKS Youth Ministry and so much more.. These have nurtured me into who I am today. Filled with gratitude, I respect them and thus try to help them in ways that I can..

Thank you for helping me..

A new beginning...

Its been long since i updated my old blog..decided to have a new blog to signify a new beginning in my life..and also because of feedback that my old blog was not too user friendly..

I love to read fairy tales and indulge myself in the picturesque depiction of the story..The romance stories however did not touch me which I sometimes wonder if i was normal..

To me..the romance seemed fake.. how is it that a guy and a gal meet in one second and fall for one another and live happily ever after..? That is not love..but infatuation..Perhaps I do sound skeptical but take your time and think it through..

True love only develops after being together for sometime and it develops from liking..

It was a mixture of relief & sadness when i chose to end the long distance relationship.. if a relationship has reached the point when communication is sparse...what meaning does it holds? It only creates a burden on both parties..

I learnt and emerged once again stronger from this relationship... being patient, understanding, open communication and mutual trust is the essence.. Both of us are better off as good friends.. Its just that conditions are not right for the relationship to bloom...

May he be well & happy..