Heart vs Brain

I've always been interested in doing personality tests since I was introduced to it durin JC1 by my dear GP teacher, Mr Tong. It gave me a rough idea of what personality I belonged and how I could change myself to a better person..

Since then, I have done a total of at least 5 or more similar tests, the DISC..I'm sure most of you would be familiar especially Swappies..

For a rough summary, the D represents people who are task orientated and dormaint. The I represents people who are influential and expressive. The S represents people who are relationship based and towards harmonious life. As for the C, it represents people who are analytical, critical.

Each time, i do it, there are positive changes to it.. I used to be a I, D person then rather low in the S and C.. But as time passes, the I still remains the dormaint with the D and the S becoming much more balance. However the C is still low as usual..

For those who know me well or observant like Zenon, they can tell immediately that I'm not a C person.. I'm just not cut out to be one no matter how I tried..at least the S I did try to improve to make myself more balanced..

I'm a rather intutive person..I followed my heart most of the time. Of course, the brain is there but somehow I'm just not a very logical person.. I'm rational thanks to Buddhism but sometimes the rationality causes me to have inner struggles..

Its not easy to have 2 camps in a body both insisting on their view point. Imagine 2 people talking into your left and right ear at the same time. Yah, you get the picture..

Well, its always good to rope in help and advice from buddies.. Usually, its Charles and Delphine then followed by my Jie Mei Tuan and etc... By the time Charles and Delphine say their piece, I will have known my direction.

Or rather, I already have a rough idea what I going to do. But just needed to see if its proper and agreeable by others.. Of course, I do insist on my views too and not just followed blindly..

These few weeks gonna be busy.. I do hope that my brain and heart do co operate and help me along.. Pls have your internal conflicts after all the camps and stuff have finished...

The kitten, Xiao Guan Ming at PKS is having a rough time.. Not sure if its gonna make it alive until mon.. I will be praying for you...

May Xiao Guan Ming be strong and live a healthy life..