Monday, December 11, 2006

Blunt Me..

Title: Blunt Me
Sometimes I am over frank and that in my opinion is being blunt.. I may stop myself in time if I am in the company of not so familiar people..

Hence, only those who are rather close with me see my blunt side..It's always hard to be frank yet tactful because the truth hurts occasionally.. Yet I yearn for nothing but the truth..

There are certain things I know in my heart that I should not ask.. Yet I still ask to get the confirmation and assurance that my gut feel is accurate..

But so what if the gut feel is accurate? The issue remains unsettled. I never believed in letting a small issue dangle because somehow one day it will accumulate and become a big issue..

Perhaps it's really not a minor issue afterall. Just let me think it through and come to a conclusion and I'll be fine..

The heart sinking feeling is kinda awful and suddenly I realizes this is the fear of losing and attachment.. I guess this is what most of us will go through it anyway..

Still thinking and thinking..

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