Uncertainty

Title: Uncertainty

It is a period of uncertainty.. I am stepping into my next phrase of life.. Leaving the protected environment of being a student and proceeding into the real world..

There is fear and reluctance of moving on.. But this fear and reluctance adds on to the excitement and thrills in life.. Reluctant to leave behind my identity as a student and evolving into a working adult..

Now at the age of 23, I need to plan what I want to achieve in 5 years time, be it career, spiritual, relationships or others.. Planning for my own life is something I dislike tremendously yet it is a must..

Somehow, if I am still a student doing my final year, some of the uncertainty will be diminished.. But well, have to look forward and embrace the future with courage!
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Unknowingly, I have grown and volunteered with YM for 3 years. It has been an annual routine to topple back there once holidays start..

No doubt, I will miss them really, no more crapping and hangout late nights with Cell, Chingwi.. It is probably going to be more of my work and other stuff.. But I know no matter how busy I am, I will make time for them..

Going to start work very soon.. since it's a contract basis, I have to prove to them that I am an asset worth employing in the long run..

I have confidence in my ability to perform especially in the events arena.. I thrive on adrenaline, excitement and challenges.. Thanks to Cell for training me into such a mutant.. At the end of the contract, if they decide not to renew, then I will be back to square 1 ..

For now, I will concentrate on these 4 months and making it a good job done!

Relationship matters, at the moment nothing to be said.. Still swinging single.. Well people, you know me and my criteria.. ~shrug..

Lets all embrace the future with hope, courage and smiles!